Lycia- Oh, thank you very much for that link! I'll be sure to order a copy when I get paid on Friday.
As for my father's permission, I'm sad to say that he doesn't overly care what I do.
As for my Fiance; (Not married) I broke away from him a few months ago due to his closet homosexuality. I saw him staring at men a lot and it made me very uncomfortable.
So sadly, It's just me, myself, and I.
A lot of people here in my state are rather grotesque and barbaric.. It's one reason why I'm so desperate as to turn to a website to try and find at least SOMEONE to connect to.
I tried to attend a couple church services here, but that pastors didn't seem...
Legit. Plus, there was a transvestite in one of the church services!!!! I was floored they let it in! I still shudder at the mere thought of that thing's adams apple!
James- Thank you, I wish my parents would look at this site too. Maybe they could be better people. But I'm sad to say they're hopeless... I will admit I'm very embarrassed to admit it, or even be seen with them.
Last night I cot to my knees by my bed and whispered a quiet prayer for God to take my hands and guide me to the right place to be. Maybe then I can finally feel whole, filled with God's love.
and yes, I will get a KJV bible and read it front to back. And yes sir, I wont argue God's word.
Handmaiden- I am glad the Bible will be so structured and able to help get my life completely in tune to God's will and askings. I pray that I'm not too late to repent my sins and be accepted into God's embrace in heaven.