Bravo, sister. Such a well thought out and beautiful apologetic.
It brings my heart such joy to see you elucidate what we are all thinking as a collective.
Maybe you are in pain. We just want to be there for you and help you through your tough times. We know the bond you will form with us and Jesus in your grief and sorrow will be cemented all the more strongly because you now are aware that you are incomplete without us.
And I cannot stress enough how much better we are morally. Our unquestioning faith is the cornerstone of we as Christians, and therefore God's, superior, objective, unchanging morality.
If you long for a more simple time when miscegenation was frowned upon. Where religious zealot vigilantes roamed the streets with impunity seeking out sinners.. A time where indentured servitude was part and parcel of the economy. A place where women accept their proper role as caregivers. Where they know they have to dress modestly to thwart off potential rapists.
You have come to the right place.
Give Jesus a try!