It is never easy for false-christians when they begin to realize the awesome and powerful TRUTH of the living GOD as He actually is, revealed in His Holy Word, for it is written ...
2nd Timothy 1:9 Who hath saved us, and called us with an holy calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus before the world began,
2nd Thessalonians 2:11 And for this cause God shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie:
2nd Thessalonians 2:12 That they all might be damned who believed not the truth, but had pleasure in unrighteousness.
... because He loves us
that much, He really does!